Blue October - My Never

Will you think of me,
 In time?
 It's never my luck,
 So nevermind.
 I wanna say your name,
 But the pain starts
 Again,
 It's never my luck,
 So nevermind.

[Chorus:]
 I had a dream that you were with me,
 And it wasn't my fault,
 You roll me over,
 Flipped me over,
 Like a somersault.
 And that doesn't happen to me
 I've never been here before
 I saw forever in my never,
 And I stood outside her
 Heaven.

 Will you wait for me,
 In time,
 It's never my luck,
 So never mind.
 And yeah I've lost a lot of what I never expect to ever return
 I tend to push 'em 'til the pushing's turned from hurting to burn,
 I always take them to that place they always wanted to go,
 Then end up dancing 'round
 This clown commands,
 Applause at a show...

[Chorus]

 And I could only dream of you and sleep,
 But I never see sunlight again,
 I can try to be with you, but some how I'll end up just losing a friend,
 And I can only reach for you
 Relate to you,
 I'm losing my friend...
 Where did she go?
 Where?

[Chorus:]

 Will you let me into your heaven?